I’m tired tonight

And wore down for the pain.  My left hand and wrist hurts.  My left forearm hurts.  The part of my left arm where the metal plate was installed is extremely tender.  My right shoulder hurts.  I’m tired of not being able to get much use out of either arm.  My left shoulder is hurting now and pain runs in my collarbone.  I’m a bloody mess right now I think.

I’m tired of hurting and want it to stop.  Fours months has been more than enough experience with this level of pain.

Yeh.  I’m whining.  I’m just worn down right now and being bitchy cuz I can be.