Some times it’s best to just shut off the tube, turn off most of the lights and just kick back and listen to tunes. My problem is the music brings back memories good and bad and the bad is there haunting me. I can’t be the only person that experiences this and the moments in time that come to life once again. The memories, good or bad, don’t define me but they are a part of me and is a part of what makes me what I am.
I catch myself contemplating past memories more as time passes.
The north wind is blowing once again and it’s cold out there. Damn cold. It’s so cold that it hurts your face if it’s exposed to the wind. One has to practice the ancient art of “bundling up” when outside but you also add the art of “covering up” as well. The weather isn’t fit for man nor beast. I made sure that the bird feeders had seed and the bunny feed dish was full as well. They don’t have the luxury of a fireplace like I do.
I’ve always wondered why January was so cold. It’s never made sense to me. If the winter solstice is in December and that’s when the northern hemisphere was tilted the furtherest away from the sun then it would make sense to me that that should be the coldest time of the year; but it’s not. Not for central Minnesota anyway. So why is January so much colder when the tilt is going back and we are headed back into the sun?
I dunno. What I do know is it is cold when I’m outside for my walks. The wind is blowing the snow and reshaping the piles of snow just like the wind blows the sand on a beach and reshapes the sand dunes. The tracks that I made in the snow this morning are mostly gone with the snow either blowing away or filling in the imprints of the bottom of my pack boots.
This is when winter is at its hardest on your soul.