Random Thoughts for a Tuesday Morning

Dare I hope for the weather to shift during Tax Week?  We’ll soon find out as we head for this coming weekend.  What I do know is I can feel like we’re on the edge of something that’s about to happen.  It feels like the weather that we’re having right now is typical for what we have for late October.  The street sweepers are out on the main roads right now.  Maybe they know something that I don’t know.

It’s time to start seeds indoors so I can transplant them outside when the weather stays warm.  All I need is a couple two or three weeks for the seeds to germinate and we should be good to go.  it would be good to see some instant green in the garden.

Ok, I’m still wondering where my refund is from the state of Minnesota for an amended return on the one that I submitted last year.  I guess Governor Dayton doesn’t want to give me my money back.

No gummys this coming weekend.  That’s disappointing but we’ll play in the dirt later on this month I suppose.  I think we’ll build some bird houses next month if they’re willing to help.

It will be a hard and very trying month from here on out for me.  I’m going to attempt to cut the ropes that keep me from living a normal life once again.  It’s scary for me.  I have that little devil on my shoulder that keeps whispering into me ear that I can’t do this or a I can’t do that.  It fills me with a lot of doubt and makes me think at times that maybe I can’t do things like I once did.  What I do know is that I’m not a porcelain doll nor do I want to be treated like one.  I think it’s time to say a short prayer, cross my fingers and dive in.  I guess we’re at a junction that will determine outcomes for a long, long time.