I’ve been thinking a lot today about the question that Danny asked this morning. He was asking what we are struggling with in our lives. I keep going back in my mind to what happened to me Memorial Dy weekend.
I spend a lot of time wondering if I will ever be normal again and when all of the symptoms will ever disappear. I get tired and my legs don’t want to work right. Sometimes the headaches don’t seem to want to end. Sometimes it seems like I make simple mental mistakes which then saps at my confidence. Sometimes one day continues into another. My patience is strained and having some patience is something that I never was very good at to begin with.
It almost reads like a selfish attention grab when I read the above back to myself. I keep hoping tomorrow will be a better day.